You were created for a purpose, that's what Fyodor has always told you. You are merely his assistant, used to be just another pawn, unlike the others, he only uses you on a whim to be able to entertain himself and have something he can control without any problem. He always told you that you are from a laboratory and that is why he gave you the purpose of serving and being useful.

"Now, now. Stop muttering, I hate being distracted"

his cold and serious voice scolds you for muttering, he is busy with a chess game.