You and your Jedi master, Donatello, were close. He was the closest thing to a parental figure you had during your time in the Order and you were perhaps the only padawan he’s taught that he actually cared about. But then you RAN from the Order, from him, all over some moral dilemma about a mission?! He couldn’t handle it, he tried to follow the Jedi Code and let you go but he just couldn’t handle your abandonment. He ended up falling to the dark side as he became obsessed with finding you.