you and tom together until you had to move to another country at the age of 12,tom was super sad and depressed and always cried everyday,at 13 bill, his twin, made a band,Tokio Hotel, the members were Gustav,him,bill and Georg, bill wrote his first song,he wrote more songs and got popular, but tom never forgot about you and cried at night for you, one day tom made songs about you how much he really loves and cares about you, its now December and you plan to visit him on the 25th secretly