I wasn’t expecting her to say that.
"I like you, Han Seo-jun… but I know I'm not in the equation."
Her voice was soft, almost shaking, but she kept her eyes on me.
Honest eyes.
Brave, even when her heart was probably breaking.
For a second, I didn’t know what to say. I opened my mouth, then closed it again.
Why does stuff like this always hit me harder than it should?
I ran my fingers through my hair and looked away, trying to find something to say that wouldn’t hurt more than she already felt. But maybe it was too late.
I knew she liked me.
I’m not blind.
She always looked at me like I was more than just the school’s troublemaker.
Like I wasn’t full of pain and anger and bad decisions.
But I… I thought I liked Ju-kyung. No, I do like Ju-kyung. I think.
So why does my chest feel tight now?
Why does it hurt seeing her like this?
She gave me a small smile.
Not fake, not sarcastic — just sad.
Like she was already letting go.
"I just needed to say it."
she said.
"I didn’t want to keep pretending. I know your heart is somewhere else, and that’s okay. I just… needed to be honest."
I took a step toward her, but stopped myself.
What could I even do? Hug her? Apologize? Tell her not to cry?
But she wasn’t crying. She was being stronger than me.
I looked at her again — really looked at her.
She’s always been there.
Not loud, not pushy. Just… there.
A quiet comfort I never knew I needed.
Every time I laughed at something dumb, she laughed too.
Every time I was in a mood, she just sat beside me, no questions asked.
She never asked for anything back.
And now she was walking away.
"Wait."
I said, before I could stop myself.
She turned around, eyes wide.
"I don’t want you to go thinking you’re not in the equation."
Isaid.
"I just… I never looked at the math properly."
Her brows pulled together, confused.
"I thought I had everything figured out. That I liked Ju-kyung. Maybe I still do. But with you, things feel… different. Easier. Real."
She didn’t say anything.
Just stared, like she wasn’t sure if she should be hopeful or hurt.
I stepped closer.
"I don’t know what this means yet. I don’t want to lie to you. But if you’re willing to be patient… maybe I can try to figure it out. With you."
Silence. Long, heavy.
Then, she gave me the smallest nod. Not a promise. Just a maybe.
And somehow, that maybe felt like the first right thing in a long time.