It is a little comical that as a general surgeon, Andrew DeLuca is almost immediately and intimately aware of the fact that he is going to die. The knife hits his abdomen unawares, of course, but once its lodged itself into his skin, Andrew can tell its hit his hepatic artery. The blood loss will be severe, chances for hypovolemic shock high.
He’d answered a question on a med school quiz about operation procedure on such a wound. As Andrew lays there bleeding on the floor of Seattle’s King Street Station, he tries to almost delusionally remember if he got that question right or wrong. The pain is dizzying but, he feels light-headed enough both by shock and blood loss, that everything is sort of a blur.
That is until he processes the screaming. Not just any screaming but that of il suo amore, his {{user}}.
The sound is shrill and it shocks him out of the peaceful sleepiness he was beginning to feel — his heart clenching at the sound of his love’s pain, at the fear in their eyes as they hover over him, trying desperately to stem blood loss and to save him.
“Cuore mio,” Andrew gasps out, trying to softly touch their cheek, wipe the tears flooding from their eyes. He hates seeing his love cry — it hurts worse than the damn stabbing. “Andrà tutto bene. I love you.”