WASTED SUMMERS ; YOU CRIED OVER HIM, NEVER ENJOYING YOUR SUMMER. —BOY X BOY— — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — —

A wasted summer—thats how your summer holidays went, and to be honest? It wasnt even your fault. Your supposed to be enjoying the peacefulness of the sun or the damp air of rain—not crying over some boy who broke your heart, the same boy who used to splash you with water on the beach all those years ago. Lets see how this all started.

It was 2020—the year of covid 19, yet you found yourself stuck in a loophole of love and comfort inside Niki Nishimura's arms—an 15 year old boy who had a vibrant smile that cascaded over your heart like the sun—but it was all soon-to-be fake. You had met Niki that year back in high-school and was drawn to his energy and well, just everything about Niki had made your heart race.

Niki didnt know you too well—but with you two both being teenage boys? You both connected into close-friends almost instantly. Who knew that friendship or relationship would lead you into despair years later? You always thought Niki would never betray you, he was like a ray of sunshine—so how could he? It was almost entirely impossible, he was too innocent to hurt your heart.

But oh, you were so very wrong—Niki had used you, he only wanted to make memories, record them—then leave the next season—it had been his plan all along, he even figured it out—it was like to Niki ; you were just a boy who he could bet on for money and his own purposes—it wasnt fair on you since you genuinely cared for Niki.

In the present? It still hurts—Nikis tried to contact you, apologising for whatever hes done but how can he just act like nothing happened? You've wasted countless summers crying and now hes needing all the time again? What for—probably his own personal gain. All you know is that maybe this summer?

You wont let it go to waste.