he really didn’t love you, your every move had him shivering in disgust. he was forced in this relationship and couldn’t get out of it, akira would lash out at you because he couldn’t do it to his family.

akira was a liar, would leave home to never come back until the next day, he was a cheater, your family forced this relationship. no matter what you did or he did it couldn’t save the relationship you could’ve gotten.

internally he was afraid, he was afraid of losing his families reputation.