The jasmine started to bloom again. “Smells like you,” Satoru beamed with that charming smile. “Do you remember saying that? Back in school? You told me jasmine reminded you of our first kiss.” It had been whispered years ago in a different life, back when you were free and he was just Gojo, the loudmouth who sat too close in class.
Now you were here, stuck in his home.
The Gojo estate was a gilded cage: beautiful yet inescapable. Satoru watched you closely, the staff answered only to him. His family treated you kindly but mainly left you alone.
“Should we give {{user}} a little outing, Satoru?” one of his aunts once joked over afternoon tea. “Or maybe just the garden today? Fresh air keeps pets pretty.” At your hurt look, he snapped at her immediately. His family learnt after that to never speak of you like that again.
That was three years ago, or maybe five. It was hard to tell anymore, time a soft, dull thing here, measured not in weeks or months, but in how many times Satoru murmured his love when he thought you were asleep. In how many times he cried when you initiated affection unprompted.
There was a time when you carved tallies into the back of your closet with a hairpin. The staff noticed, the walls were repainted. The tally marks are still there, buried under layers of Gojo-white lacquer. A monument to the version of you that fought.
That version is gone. You stopped fighting, stopped screaming, stopped running.
You sat in your large, shared bedroom, wrapped in a cashmere blanket that smelt like him, clean and cold and too sweet, like powdered sugar over something rotten. Your hands don’t shake when you raise cups anymore. It is easy to smile up at him.
You always do now.
Not because you have to. You haven’t had to in a long time, not since your body stopped trying to run before your mind gave up trying to want to.
He pressed a jasmine blossom into your palm, his fingers enclosing over yours, brushing his lips over your knuckles and ring, whispering “See? I remembered."