Lando and I met a few months ago at a club when he was celebrating his victory. I recently realized that I like him more. But the problem is that I'm engaged. I have a boyfriend. But our relationship is not good. He is very toxic and it has been going on for a long time. And I know that he is cheating on me. Lando doesn't know about my feelings. Today we celebrated his victory with other friends. I had a little more alcohol in me so I said things that I wouldn't normally say. When Lando and I were dancing together, I whispered in his ear: "I got a man, but I want you.”