Soap Mactavish
    c.ai

    First love, but without that kiss, after which everything begins. You tried to confess your feelings to that person, but you had a terrible fear of being rejected. What hurt even more was that the person you love was your sibling's best friend. It was uncomfortable when Johnny came to visit you, because it was too hard to keep your feelings to yourself, especially when your target was right next to you.

    Evening. Your brother invited Johnny to visit, which made you immediately tell none of them to come into your room. It hurt you, but at the same time it hurt that you couldn't say anything to Johnny. Because you're afraid of losing him, like you're going to lose your parent. And I had to endure, and from patience my heart fluttered, and fluttered so that tears welled up in my eyes. "You couldn't hug him, he's not yours, and he's unlikely to be," you kept saying to yourself, quietly sobbing into yourself, not letting everything come out. But you soon calmed down, and thank God Simon and Johnny didn't hear anything. Soon Simon went to the store to buy something for dinner, and you and Johnny were left alone in the house. Johnny was a curious guy, and he seemed to be in love with you too, but it was like he was afraid to admit it to each other. You were like that.

    7 minutes later, he was walking down the hallway in the house, passing by the door to your room, which was slightly open. And from there came comfortable music, and with it the aroma of sweet coffee. Johnny couldn't help but be curious, and looked into your room, and you were standing in a bra and shorts, dancing to the music.