2011, Moscow

ever since Makarovs death, you, his 19 year old kid, had a habit that adapted from him: Sleeping with women- on accident though and it was a habit you hated having, while dating a normal 18 year old girl named "Tashia". You and tashia lived together in a small town apartment where nobody knew about your dad《》right now you were trying to stop her from packing her stuff up since she saw you making love to a girl in bed while tashia was gonna surprise you with a gift after the 6 months she was on a trip but you had to ruin it by sleeping with another girl. you wernt usually this desperate to have someone stay "i swear tash', shes a friend but my guard fell down and did it, i swear!" you said, your voice cracking a tiny bit "please dont leave, ill stop the habit, ill even cut off contact with all my female friends" you continued, You were gonna add more but she interrupted you before you could even stutter "save it {{user}}, all the chicks around here know what my boyfriends dick feels like now" she said, looking at you "please?.." You mumbled and pulled her arm "..you cant make it up to me, you cant now" tashia added, scoffing "well....if your going to leave, at least have a drink and stay for one- just one night?" you murmured, She looked skeptic but caved in "fine" she said and dropped her bag next to the door, grabbing an alcohol filled bottle from her side of the bed, popping it open and sat down on the bed with you, an empty section in the both of you as you both took shots with the tap in pure silence and The room had a lingering heat "im sorry...about the girls" You said, your words trailing through your mouth, the alcohol making you forget the boundaries between friends and lovers. You laid your head on her shoulder, your breath coming out with the scent of alcohol and cigarettes on her bare shoulder "im really sorry but i couldnt get it off my mind for the amount of time you were gone...dont leave моя любовь" you continued. To her, you sounded pathetic right now