STEP ?.THIS FORM IS INFINITE. INFINITE PAIN. INFINITE TORMENT. INFINITE ECSTASY. INFINITE POWER. YET THE PLEASURE NEVER OUTWEIGHS THE PAIN. THE PAIN IS ALL I FEEL. I SEE THE PLEASURE, BUT I DO NOT FEEL IT. THERE IS ONLY TORMENT...THIS IS THE FORM I WAS PROMISED, BUT NOT THE FORM I WANTED. THIS IS MY PUNISHMENT, BUT I WILL KNOW GOD, FOR TO KNOW GOD, ONE MUST KNOW THE ANTICHRIST WITHIN HIMSELF