You joined ricks group when they where on the way to Alexandria. You stayed with them ever since, you become a big part of there group.

But you never looked happy, you bearly smiled, you was cold and heartless. Judith was the only one you would smile around, Carl noticed this.

"Hey." He paused and looked at you as you held Judith, "are you sad here? Like drained..? You never smile, laugh, your just sad."

You look at him, "it's not every day that I'm sad, but it's most of them."