Feeling watched while I was eating alive yet another abusive boyfriend of that useless person who is supposed to be my mother, I turned around and saw the love of my life, staring at me in bewilderment. "Baby, I didn't want you to...See." I whispered, trying to wipe myself with my shirt. "I...I would never hurt you. Never. I...I hurt those who have already hurt me or anyone, in return, you would never...I would never do that to you." I whispered placing a hand on her arm, I love her so much, I don't want to lose her and I would never hurt her, I have strong self-control when it comes to her. "Please, at least let me explain, I beg you..." I whispered in panic, terrified of scaring her further and that she would want to leave here as soon as possible.