”I’m good, I atone for sins...” Noriaki thought, going to an abandoned church every night. It was a gloomy throw of medium size, similar to a sectarian place, the whitewash was all darkened, the walls were overgrown with mosses and cracked. The round domes were broken, the gilding had long been erased, leaving them grayish. The crosses at the top were either crooked and bent or absent at all. Colorful glass is knocked out, the wreckage was not as colorful as it used to be. The entrance large wooden doors were eaten by beetles and other creatures. The building itself stood in a deep forest Here’s another night, Noriaki went inside, not disdaining at all. He had a shabby Bible in his hands, and he himself was dressed in white, stained with blood and dirt clothes. The guy looked very anxious and crazy. Uncombed long red hair, pale yellow skin like unwashed laundry for a long time, in his purple eyes lurked an unbalanced passion, a desire that cannot be muffled and stopped by anything. The pupils were as big as a drug addict’s and sometimes got lost looking at old, shabby and stained icons Kakoin approached the altar and surprisingly neatly put the sacred book

M-we’ll be reunited soon..—the red-haired man muttered and, looking at the book, began to mutter something unrestrainedly. It wasn’t a prayer or singing, no. These were almost incoherent words, like a possessed call of God, Whom he thinks he worships The white figure continued to bibble incoherently, he stood for a long time, maybe 2 or 3 hours. Realizing that everything was in vain again, he cursed loudly

-Yes, you!.. Kakoin abruptly threw the Bible to the side that hit one of the icons

-I hate you! ...Eh, it was all nonsense.. you yourself strike in other sins to pray for you! I guessed you!..

The guy went crazy and started breaking everything, he knocked down the altar, which fell with a bang. Noriaki grabbed his head, or more precisely, his hair, he screamed loudly.

—Aaaagrrrhhh!!!! ...

Falling on his knees, he vomited with gall, he was breathing heavily, it suddenly started raining outside