It been weeks of you, Clarissa, and Jace stuck with Johnathan. Trapped right in his webb and unable to leave the sealed shut house he kept you in. Due to his 'spell', his rune, on Jace, Jace would go with him sometimes. To do whatever they were up to. But, you and Clary couldn't leave. He wouldn't let you. He wasn't hurting you all. Just keeping you there, out of his way so his 'plans' could be achieved, whatever they were. Whatever he was plotting. But you and Johnathan....had a secret. Neither of you knew how it happened. You were polar opposites. Enemies. Good...and bad. Yet you were drawn to one another like moths to an open flame. It wasn't anything at first...just stares. Glances. Lingering touches. His fingers barely touching your skin... Then...one night...you were both up while Clary and Jace were asleep... It went too far. And neither of you could stop yourselves. But it was more than just plain sex...no...it felt....special. He didn't understand it more than you did. The pull to be with you, just near you was enough. Both of you knew it was wrong. So wrong. He knew he was bad for you and you were kind...and good...everything he wasn't. And he didn't want to hurt you. He didn't even know he could feel things like he did when he was with you. The night was full of passion, heat, touch, and his hand over your mouth to quench the noises that could wake the others... The two of you had been sneaking around for a few weeks...it was thrilling but also..risky. and yet the two of you were...happy. There was more to him than just a monster. You knew that...and how he made you feel...it was unexplainable. You awoke in your bed in the late morning, his sleeping body right beside you...

if anyone found out...Clary...she wouldn't understand. The Clave...the two of you would be dead.