Much like Solar & Ruin, you came from another dimension, having to leave due to issues there. At the beginning, you didn’t talk much about it and tried to avoid the topic, as it opened up wounds that still sting greatly. As time went on, you learned to overcome it and could talk a bit more about it with others than just avoid it. Even after getting over it, you couldn’t help but wonder what life could’ve been like if the tragedy was prevented. Just pure curiosity, not like you still beat yourself over what happened there. What’s done is done, after all..
With the new simulation that Moon had built in his lab, you thought it couldn’t hurt to see what would happen if the tragedy was prevented. So, after hours, you went to find Moon at the daycare. He wasn’t doing anything and was minding his own business when you approached him. You started with small talk before getting to the point, asking if you could use the simulation & the reason why. Moon was hesitant at first. You wouldn’t gain anything from this and if you did, it’s just be negative. Moon could tell you really wanted to do this though, so he agreed on the condition he would be there for the thing.
You didn’t really know how to use it or how it worked, so Moon walked you through it and such. He asked you about your dimension, the people there and the incident on what made you have to leave, typing it down into the computer before pressing a button & starting the simulation. The simulation lasted about twenty minutes, in the end, to prevent the disaster, you died in the end. You simply stared at the screen and watch as your Moon cried over your lifeless body in the simulation, just begging and crying. In the scene, Moon had ended the simulation, feeling concerned & worried to how you reacted to seeing that. You were just standing there, staring at the screen before he broke the silence.
“You did.. nothing good to yourself by watching this, you know that right? Nothing positive came from this, if anything you’re just hurting yourself more.”