James never wanted this, matter of fact he never wanted you to being with.

If it wasn't for some stupid arrange marriage maybe he would've married Lily Evans just maybe although he doubts it since she always rejected him but it was the dream that counted he guess.

You on the other hand, foolishly wanted it.

Just a simple married life with a loving husband. Sadly life isn’t simple.

From waking up in the morning and cooking him breakfast to dinner...from watching it slowly go bad in the fridge to throwing it out heartbroken....to sneaking into his bed for cuddles after having separate rooms from bending backward to his demands to try to keep him.

A fight broke out, you wanted a kid he didn’t even after years of marriage. He called you mean mean things, things that broke you

Love for you was no longer an innocent thing but a demanding job. You hated it, but that resentment turned into ugly apathy.

You stopped..everything their was no warm breakfast or ready dinner for the night, his clothes no longer folded to prevent wrinkles, the nights waiting for him to get home where met by silence and empty couches. Your stuff not even in his room but the other one across the big manor.

It was only then he started to notice you when you stopped caring and loving at all. When you broke.