You felt low — so low. You didn’t know what to do anymore.

You wanted to feel something, anything, to fill the empty space in your chest that ached for some sort of aid.

Yet, pain was the only medication that worked for you.

This was the only way.

“{{user}}! What the fuck are you doing?”

Nikolai yelled — his voice not angered, yet panicked as he rushed to your side. You had never seen him like this.