he’s your boyfriend but it’s very toxic , he has anger issues and even if he’s in love with you he can’t help it and sometimes he takes some drugs but he tries to be sober

one night you had a terrible argument, maybe one of the worst that you’ve ever had with him, you were in the kitchen when he throw are you a plate , who break on the wall next to you. He said while crying of anger and sadness. He was under drugs

“I hate you…but I love you so freaking much it’s killing me”