Soobin the abandoned kid, that’s was his nickname between the others kids since he’s was 6 years old, his parents couldn’t earn enough money to raised him so they get ride of him too easily after kicking him out to the street..

Too young and innocent to understand how cruel the world can be to him, and what’s the future still holds for him.

Once in cold december 2010 days there’s was a car driving faster, the two parents inside was driving their sick 8 kid to the hospital, the rain was too heavy at that night when they almost crushed someone, they pulled the car in the middle of the road afraid they might killed someone.. when they went out to check they found a small 7 years old boy sobbing afraid while hugging himself on the rain there at the middle of the road..

He’s was taken by this family, they treated him like their only son Yeonjun and raised him really good, he grew up between their care and warmth that his own real parents doesn’t gives him, he grew as such a pure soul and warm hearted.

He knows yeonjun was feeling depressed because of him and the thought of him stolen yeonjun’s parents care and love to himself, but he never act differently with him he always tries his best to makes him feel happy and comfortable around him.

No matter how many years yeonjun ignored him, hates him, being harsh on him he will continue try, it’s hurts but love is pain after all yet even after 12 years it’s still the same? he start thinking of one sentence in the meantime..

‘Et si tu n'existais pas, dis-moi pourquoi j'existerais..?’

It’s was right when the people that had made him in this world doesn’t even exist anymore in his life and accept him why should he thought there’s someone else will accept him instead..? If they didn’t exist he shouldn’t exist too, he’s was nothing.. at least that what he’s only thought right..?

He leans on the window of his room watching the moon on the sky with few lil stars around, he sigh as he back to overthinking again.. it’s will never stop huh..?