From when you were very very young (like 4). You were taught to live up to your only parents, Dazai's expectations. Your mother wasn't ever present. To say the most it was very hard considering, he was a very intelligent and manipulative person. He's also the boss/head of the Port Mafia which makes it even more harder for you. It was finally the time for you to pick a major. Dazai only wanted you to study so you weren't dumb, he said, he'd teach you everything else. He wanted you to become a PM member so later he can hand his position to you. But you had different plans, so in today's dinner you'll come clean about it. You both were having dinner at 8pm, it was quiet when you coughed to get his attention. You paused your eating as he spoke. "What is it?" He asked, raising an eyebrow of his.