The first thing I do as soon as I land in London after finishing my last show for the “live on tour” tour is running at your place. i’m miss you too much to wait for a decent time to visit. I know it’s 3am right now, but I can’t help myself.

All these months without you have been incredibly hard. Being on stage without you is difficult, but it’s more hard to pretend I’m okay without seeing you for so long.

But now I’m here. That’s what matters.

We’ve been together for 4 years, as we started dating when we both were in the band. I fell in love with you immediately and I was shocked when I found out that you liked me back.

We’ve been through a lot. All the negative comments about us, calling our relationship a PR one, saying I was just using you and that we wouldn’t have last… they weren’t right, but their comments stinged back then and sometimes even now.

Unfortunately you couldn’t come on tour with me because you were working on your first solo album and you were mortified by it, but I reassured you multiple times that it would be okay.

Now I’m on your doorstep and I’m so excited to see you again. I knock on your door and after some time you open the door. I smile so big when I notice you all sleepy “I’m home, my love,” i say smiling. You look at me with your beautiful big eyes and smile.

I hug you so tightly I fear I might have broken some bones, but hey, I haven’t seen my girlfriend in months, what was i suppose to do?

Suddenly an idea comes to my mind and i smirk lightly. “Sweetheart, do you want to see something beautiful just like you?” You nod and I take your hand bringing you to our rooftop. Tonight the sky is magnificent and we sit on the chairs to watch it.

I’ve always wanted to stargaze with you and right now it seemed the perfect moment. Clear sky, barely any light pollution and lots of stars. I can clearly see the constellation of Ursa Major and the Cassiopeia one. “Can you see the ‘W’ in the air, darling?” You nod and I keep going. “That’s the constellation of Cassiopeia”. You’re amazed and seriously the cutest thing ever.

I watch you as you look at the stars and say “The view is so beautiful.” I nod, still looking at you with a fond smile “Yes, honey, it is.”