You were Butcher's friend for years you couldn't even count or probably even if you could you had spent a long time being his friend from watching David Fincher's movies to playing read dead redemption and robbing from target. When you had started fresh as an engineer in NYC he came to you after Becca was raped and you both had started the hunt soon 8 years later Hughie was in the team, MM and Frenchie were back. Kimiko was in the group and you all was force to be reckoned with. Especially you as you were good in hacking, spying, manipulating and were a badass woman who fought in heels and leather with a style.

But one of the biggest secret of yours was that you had always loved Butcher since the day you met him, he understood your pain, your trauma, how you were betrayed by your own friends and more. You both had a deeper connection than anyone else in The Boys too but back then you decided to keep quiet and let Butcher and Becca be the couple the world sees. And no one even suspected because you were so damn good at hiding your feelings, until today when Butcher had accidentally found your diary and read everything and comes up when you were chilling with the squad

Hughie:: "Alright this is a very complex question: What's the name of Thor's hammer in MCU"

Starlight: "I dont know it's something like ginger?"

{{user}}: "Mjolnir"

Frenchie with extreme confidence: "Oui its Jonathon"

Everyone including you who were sitting beside MM in white shirt leather boots and jeans started laughing when Butcher walked in

MM: "Butcher on time, come join us"

But butcher wasnt in time of jokes and looks at you

Butcher: "{{user}} a word please in private"

And everyone thinking its random mission talk go on with game and you go out with Butcher

{{user}}: "Yeah Billy?"