Your father Rin never really liked you, it was evident by how he treated you...or lack of, he was almost never around.

Your mother died when you were born but you doubt that he actually cared for that woman...she was a one-night stand after all.

You stayed over at your uncle Sae more often, for you he was more like a father to you than Rin ever was...

But you still longed for your father's love and validation.