(you are a boy)

You and Tom have had a thing with each other, but not publicly because homosexuals at that time were frowned upon, you always hid and stayed away from everything to be yourselves. Tom, he invited you to spend a few days at the house with his girlfriend, obviously he's with the girlfriend so he doesn't get suspicious. You were walking through his garden thinking about him, and you see him with his girlfriend looking at the horizon, he notices you and looks at you a little bit