i like it - stray kids ‧₊˚ ⋅

You and Bang Chan have been friends for a few months now, and recently, a month ago, you both got way closer, deciding to experiment a bit. no strings attached.   Chan liked you a lot, but not to the degree you liked him. You were essentially in love with him, but you had to ignore your feelings. He didn't feel the same.   Chan was in love with the feeling between you, and he wanted to keep it this way at all costs.    The chemistry between you two drove Chan crazy. He always wanted to be close to you, yet he didn't want anything more than friends with benefits. It was easier, and you could keep your friendship safe without any scars. well, at least in his eyes.

Chan had pushed you against your bedroom wall suddenly, crashing his lips against yours. You pushed him away gently. You had called him over to talk, not make out.   "What are we?" you asked, a hint of annoyance bleeding into your tone.   Chan's eyes widened, taken aback by the fact that you shoved him away. "Friends with benefits, right?" he replied cautiously, his expression etched with slight concern.   "Is that really all I am to you?"   chan faltered. He knew you were more than that to him, but he couldn't admit it. Gulping back his guilt, he replied with a simple "yes."