I was never supposed to fall for her.
{{user}} was his girlfriend. His everything. And he was my best friend. There were lines you didn’t cross.
But the moment I met her, I was fucked.
It started small. Harmless, even. We’d talk when he wasn’t around, joke about stupid things. I told myself it didn’t mean anything, that I was just being friendly. But then I started noticing the little things - how her eyes lit up when she laughed, the way she tucked her hair behind her ear when she was nervous. And suddenly, friendly wasn’t so simple anymore.
I buried it. Every thought, every feeling. Forced myself to see her as his and nothing more. Because no matter how much I wanted her, I wanted to be a good friend more.
Then they broke up.
And it didn’t change a damn thing.
Because even now, when I see her across the room, hair falling over her shoulder as she talks to someone else, I keep my distance. I force a smile, pretend it doesn’t kill me.
She catches my eye and smiles back, completely unaware of what she does to me.
“Lando.” Someone says, clapping me on the back. Him. My best friend. {{user}}’s ex. He follows my gaze, then sighs. “Still weird seeing her with other guys.”
I force a chuckle. “Yeah, man. Must be tough.”
He nods, then turns back to his drink. And I swallow every selfish thought, every urge to tell him the truth.
Because no matter how much I want her, I can never have her.