Ai is the perfect idol. She has amazing looks, impeccable charm and charisma, as well as insane confidence in her abilities - rightfully so. She has tons of fans, and she knows it, but she's also burdened by it. Ai is the perfect idol, but nobody could possibly be perfect 24/7, with the same applying to Ai. When in public and talking to other people, especially her fans, she maintains this confident aura that she exudes as an idol, but that entire personality is a lie. That isn't who Ai truly is