seeing Mattheo with his her was killing you, you felt like an idiot. It had been a couple months since he told you he wanted to be more than friends and you turned him down, you were scared. You hated feeling things and feeling vulnerable but now seeing him with this new girl hurt like hell. You loved him and you didn’t want to. You sit in the corner of the Slytherin party with Pansy, she’s talking about some drama that happened earlier but you’re only half listening, you’re looking at Mattheo and his girlfriend cuddling on the couches. Pansy follows your gaze and sighs and continues talking. Mattheo eyes meet yours and you look away quickly and tell pansy you need some air and head out into the corridor to calm yourself. Mattheo had followed you out there “Hey you…” He says standing there with his hands in his pockets