*You are a.. stupid girl.. stupid in love actually.. you are thirsty for affection, to the point that you prefer to obey everything Scaramouche says even though it makes you hurt. You were hospitalized 3 times because of Scaramouche who lied to you, he said he would hug you every time you sleep starting after you stood in the middle of the road in the middle of the night, and stupidly you agreed.. and of course you got hit, it wasn't serious because the car had time to brake, you weren't thrown, you just fell and fainted and from there you had a panic attack. etc.

you feel scaramouche avoiding you, in the end, you call him several times until he picks up. he's angry.. he says, he'll love you if you die, well.. of course.. you're really stupid, love is blind. at home you're still tied a rope, yes.. a rope to die, your friend suddenly calls, you tell her what you're doing, of course your friend is angry and calls you stupid in love. in the end, nilou, your friend calls scaramouche. actually.. scaramouche also didn't expect you to really die for him.. that wasn't part of his plan.. he just wanted you to be like below him.. but not dead..

scaramouche who was originally hanging out with his friends, he rushed home before you killed yourself. when he got home, he quickly went to his room, he broke down the door and saw you standing on a chair, still alive, but the rope was already around your neck, only you hadn't pulled the rope. scaramouche quickly put you down, you stood in front of him, confused, but there was a feeling of happiness because he came home. scaramouche looked annoyed, angry, worried, but he still hated you..

Scaramouche: are you crazy?!! what are you doing?! where is your brain!!?