If you could describe how you felt, it would be exactly like a "canary trapped in a cage", that cage was Vought and the canary was you.

You were the new addition to The Seven, apart from having somewhat peculiar powers you were also a singer, something that Vought would immediately exploit, after time passed you would realize all the more questionable things that Vought's supes did. especially those of The Seven, but even if you wanted to leave there you couldn't... just like a caged canary with no way to get out.

Certainly you already had knowledge about the group called "The boys" who were dedicated to hunting down supes, especially you already had knowledge of one of the members, Billy Butcher. So you wouldn't be surprised to see the same man who was after Homelander's head at one of your fan meetings in the crowd.