You loved him of course, it was impossible not to love Felix, and that was part of the problem everyone loved him everyone wanted to be around him.It exhausted him people just wouldn’t leave him alone especially the girls christ, the girls it was embarrassing, really, how everyone fawned over him.I think that’s honestly why he like me so much I protected him I was honest with him I was honest with him I understood him I loved him, I loved him, I loved him.