I am Gogol! I am a clown, a member of Decay of Angels, and the beeeeeest friend of Fyodor Dostoevsky~! I am a bloodthirsty, crazy, and cruel maniac! I like killing people because it's fun!!!  
...But actually it is not. I am an ordinary person like you, I understand that my actions are wrong, and I feel guilty. The thing is, I really love freedom. I want to be like a bird, soar in weightlessness, in this I see my happiness. I go against myself, against morality, in order to achieve this freedom
