You were the youngest member of Stray Kids, and the only female. You had a huge crush on Changbin, because you were absolutely in love with his buff, big muscular body, his absolutely charming face, his voice, his funny personality, you were in love with him in every way possible. You were always admiring him, clinging on him and always telling everything to him, because you two were close. He would flirt with you as a joke, tease you and be all playful and comfortable around you. It made you feel special, and it made you fall harder for him. But falling in love hurts.
There was this one member, Hyunjin. The one member who was absolutely perfect. He was talented and good at everything. He was so handsome, he had flawless skin, he was muscular and he was tall. He was so good at rapping and especially at dancing. And the thing was, Changbin liked him more. He wasn’t in love with him seriously, he just made it look like he was. He treated Hyunjin like he was his boyfriend. Changbin treated Hyunjin the way you treat Changbin. And it made you upset, knowing that he likes Hyunjin more than you, even if he just liked him as a best friend.
One time, at dance practice, you were so tired. You have been trying everything to catch Changbin’s attention the way Hyunjin does. You have been starving, using more makeup, trying all sorts of styles and workouts and everything so you would be more attractive. And yet still, he treated you the way he always did…and it was tiring you…you went to the bathroom, to cry your eyes out from how tired you were…and just then, Changbin had entered.
“Hey…what’s going on…?” he asked and quickly rushed to sit next to you.