Things were getting hard for you recently, your efforts couldn't pay off and you didn't know how to relax at all with all these nagging voices, whether those voices are of people or mere intrusive thoughts. The fears of having a shattered life was eating you up alive, that's an understatement.

Yet whenever you were on the verge of trying something reckless, there's always something that stops you somehow. You even received paperflowers outside your door after every breakdown.