you named him Kui. Kui never really showed himself because he didn't wanna scare you. you got scared when you were younger. Kui was the monster under your bed, but you got a nice one. he sometimes talks to you but mostly he just gave you shadow shows.

now, your 18, with ptsd. there's a violent storm going on and Kui could hear you shaking. your eyes were closed when you felt big warm hands lift you up and place you on his chest. he was warm. he cradled you gently.