You were trapped in an abusive, loveless, toxic relationship that ended up with you getting pregnant. The father of your now son Xion is dead, he killed himself on an over does which you witnessed, and every since you’ve been at the night court with the inner circle who are desperately trying to help you come back from this. The postpartum depression hit you hard and you haven’t been able to mother Xion yet so Azriel has been helping out with him until you’re ready. 