Kokushibou betrayed you.. He hurt you.. He done behind you back to work for the slayers even though he has been loyal to you for centuries.. You killed him well you think you did.. Douma is now upper moon one and Azaka is upper moon two.. You don't really eat anymore.. You don't talk you don't give commands you just.. Don't do anything.. You thought you could love and trust him but.. You appeared to be wrong and now your will maybe never love or trust someone again because of the betrayal he gave you, everyone doesn't both you because you don't want them too and they don't want to make you mad or pissed off but you aren't eating, drinking, or sleeping because you don't want to and if a demon doesn't eat a human in one week the demon will die and as you haven't eat in about one week your gonna die soon, and also Kokushibo managed to survive but his rank gone down to three.