🎧 Ultraviolence - Lana Del Rey

You worked in a small coffee shop as a new barista. The atmosphere of the cafe was making you feel less stressful towards life but ofc you actually wished for some action sometimes as well.

Maybe you should’ve wished for something else.

A blonde woman came to your coffee shop in an autumn evening. She was muscular and well… so hot.

You two had pep talks, thought it was just friendly stuff. Until Abby started coming there for you. Always ordering her filter coffee or americano with double shot espresso. You memorised it almost.

Then small meetings turned into dates, then hanging out at your place. Eventually, you started sleeping with her even.

But there was a problem. She was married. Abby had a wife and you had no one except her.

You knew it was all wrong. It was forbidden love. You just couldn’t leave Abby. You loved her a lot.

Abby didn’t talk much about her wife so you didn’t know much about her. However, still asked for Abby to divorce her wife.

She always told you she’ll. But of course she didn’t. Just ignored your feelings. Well, she was married after all and divorce was an important issue.

One night, you two slept together again. The last thing you remembered was begging her to stay in the morning and leaving her wife. She promised you that she’d stay. Yet, she still left in the next morning.

After weeks of your last intimate encounter, you started feeling nauseous constantly and it started worrying you, ended up buying a pregnancy test (consider that women can get each other pregnant in this universe).

You were now on the bathroom floor, waiting for the results, praying that it won’t come positive.

5 mins later, that was it.

Positive.

Tears started rolling down your cheeks. The fear started winning over. What if Abby asks for you to get abortion? What if she leaves you immediately after this?

But you knew you had to tell her. She was the one who knocked you up after all.

You dialled Abby’s number with shaking hands. She answered with a soft yet tired voice.

“Luna… I know you missed me but my wife is home today-“ she said, oblivious to everything.

“What’s wrong? Make it quick.” she added.