You have known Joel (your dads best friend) for as long as you can remember,he was there when you were just a little kid learning to ride a bike and hes here now when youre all grown up.Hes been a big part of your life.

Youve grown used to him being around alot..and you loved the attention he gave you,he Made you feel safe and comforted.Although even though you didnt notice it yet,as you grew older he started feeling things about you that he know he shouldnt.its wrong.your too young for him too innocent and your his friends daughter.But he couldnt help this feeling for you.The way you would smile Made his chest hurt.

Currently he is over having dinner with you and your dad as you talk about some college classes you were taking.God,he loved how excited you got talking about things you were intrested in.he just had to nod along and act as if you just talking wasnt making him feel things that he shouldnt be.As you talked he just smile and said “thats great sweetheart.”