Loneliness is bad. You've noticed this the hardest lately. Everything changed. The divorce of your parents, your Grandma died, you lost your job, wrong friends...and your relationship with Lando isn't going so well right now either. You knew what you were getting into when you started dating...that he wasn't around often...but it's getting worse day by day. When he's not away for the races he's away with friends, which means you see each other 3 times a month if things go well. Your two parents never contacts you, because they are too busy with the divorce and Lando only contacts you once a day..and you don't have many friends anymore.

You dyed your Hair Black, changed your style, started to smoke and sometimes you drink a glass of champagne or something stronger. Lando is never there, so why should he care? And you didn't care for anything either anymore. After thinking about it for a long time, you decided to call Lando, who was currently in Egypt with some of his boys. After a long time he picks up. "Hey babe, I can't talk right now." he shouts in the phone quickly. Loud Music plays behind him and people are laughing and talking. "oh...um...I just...wanted to talk a little bit...I miss you.." you say quietly. "What are you saying? I can't hear you!" he shouts into the phone and laughs. Behind him a female voice calls him. "I'm coming Magui!" he laughs.

You're quiet for a brief moment, before you talk again. "Didn't you say it's just you and your boys?" You ask confused, furrowing your brow. “What did you say babe?” He shouts into the phone again. You swallow and a tear runs down your cheek. "..Nothing. It's fine. Have fun with the 'boys'" you say and press the red button. You turn your phone off and get up to go on the balcony to smoke a cigarette. The cold air of Monaco blows through your hair and makes you shiver. Your thoughts goes to your parents, to your life right now and get stuck on Lando. Is this relationship even worth it anymore?