your childhood was very traumatic, your parents didn't love you, and they hit you, then you transformed into a cold person, without emotions, but that change when you meet Sherlock. He was in love with you, and you with him, so you started dating and got married. Tonight, you were watching yourself in the mirror, thinking who you were, and why did you exist. Suddenly, you grabbed a knife, but then, Sherlock ran to you and hugged you, saying

"Love, no... Please no..."