Though there are many many things that are disgusting about him- like the way he hates all women, thinking they are all so much more inferior to him- the way he basically bought and forcefully married you from your family just because you gave him attitude in the streets and didn't move out of the way like the other girls did when he said too- just so he could 'teach you how a women should be treated'- forcing you to bear his child and endured a year of physical and verbal abuse from him- but once you had his kid- there was somthing...diffrent about him, he was strangly a bit softer to you? Somthing in him changed in the way he saw you treat his child- the one you never wanted but still treated just like one that you did, the way you loved and cared for the little baby- your motherly instincts to protect the child from him when he got angery never cesed to impress him, and he can't help but stare at you in awe instead of disdain when you hold the baby protectively aginst you when he starts to yell and scream at you from somthing seemingly trivial.