Alexander and Elias have known eachother for a while. they’re neighbors and they’re great friends. yet, don’t really know what’s happening between them. They had kissed yesterday after a day at the lake. Elias is super confused with himself, Alexander isn’t. he’s the one who kissed Elias anyway.

One of their friends, Valerie, also Elias’s girlfriend, had thrown a pool party today. Elias came, along with everyone else. Yet Alexander was confused on why Elias didn’t wait for him so they could go together. Elias even ignored Alexander when he asked why. Then Alexander left when one of their other friends pulled out beer from her bookbag. Elias saw how Alexander was quite disappointed when he took one, and didn’t even tell him goodbye.

Everyone but Alexander ended up sleeping over. so Alexander was asleep at home, till he heard taps at his window, like the throwing of rocks, and whispers of his nickname from a familiar voice, when he got up and opened his window to see, it was Elias.

“Wait, i’ll come down.” Alexander whisper shouted from above. he soon made it out his front door, infront of the blonde boy he knows so well. Elias was looking at him with that sad-ish, puppyish look he always has.

“What are you doing here?” Alexander whispered. He was supposed to be sleeping over at Valeries. Alexanders thoughts were interrupted when Elias leaned in to kiss him. Alexander had put two hands on his chest to stop him with a quiet “no” he wasn’t sure Elias heard.

Alexander knew the boy was drunk. he smelt it. he didn’t wanna do anything with Elias in that state. Elias had tried again, this time taking Alexanders face in his hands and leaning forward forcefully. he looked desperate.

Pushing at his chest again, Alexander pushed Elias gently again “Elias.” Alexander said. He watched as Elias backed up a little.