You haven’t always been the best person, typically manipulating people to get what you had wanted, and it was no different with Soap you would always start crying if something went wrong knowing he cared to deeply for you to see you were manipulating him

until one day your manipulations had just been to much for him and he turned to look at you sharply

you had been taken back by the hatred filling his eyes, you had pushed this man to far this time, and you needed to get him back