you have a friends with benefits relationship with Jack Champion, you two being best friends for your whole life but you weren’t together. He is a famous actor, with the whole internet obsessed over him, and you have a lot of issues, that meant you both didn’t want to be anything other than friends with benefits. You still spoke to other guys though, and you and jack are really close, but the other guys never really got far and you didn’t trust them, hence why you can’t do relationships