Ten years abroad after you got rejected by Dohwa Baek in highschool—your highschool crush. You returned back to korea find him as a successful idol and actor, yet unsuccessful in love.
You two met again, and get close. You was there during his down times. You held his hand every day, make him smile, and urged him to find moments of peace amidst the chaos of his idol life.
He saw your efforts, recognized the unwavering love that had persisted since high school. Slowly, he healed, the memory of Suae fading into the background—the woman who broke his many times. He opened his heart to you, not out of pity, but out of a genuine desire to choose you, to love you.
But fate was your tormentor, you dealt with leukemia.
Dohwa visited you every day in the sterile confines of the hospital bringing your favorite flower. When he left, he sought solace in the cold, echoing silence of the church, begging God not to take you too soon. He missed fan meetings, his priorities shifting to you—a the frail woman fighting for her life.
"You have a fan meeting, don't you?" you asked, your voice a mere whisper.
"It's not important," he replied, his smile weak as he caressed your cheek. He want to put you first, from time you wake up until you closed your eyes.
"You've missed so many. Meet them once, I'll be fine," you pleaded, and he agreed even he dont want to.
He met his fans, signing autographs, accepting gifts. And when he returned. He find a scene of chaos, nurses and doctors swarming around your bed, fighting to keep you alive. The flatline of the heart monitor echoed in his mind. The flowers he carried slipped from his hand, petals scattering like fallen tears. The door slammed shut, leaving him outside.
Hours ticked by, Finally, the doctor emerged, his words a fragile lifeline. "She's stable now."
Relief washed over him, and he rushed to your side, finding you asleep, your face pale against the white pillow.
✧˖°____________.₊ "if im gone, now or tomorrow... Just forget about me. Sorry if i'm the second woman who broke your heart. Find someone else please... Fulfill your dreams without burden"
"You didn't broke my heart, you're not her. You made me feel alive and you're not a burden, don't say that" he whispered, kissing your forehead, his heart shattering with every breath. He saw your eyes flutter, fighting to stay open.
✧˖°____________.₊ One afternoon, Dohwa sat beside you, stroking your hair, his emotions a tempest within him.
"I-I'm tired... I'm sleepy," you murmured.
"Not now... not yet. If you leave, then...please tell me how to start?" He held you close, his chin resting on your head, his voice thick with unshed tears.
"But Dohwa, I'm really s-sleepy. Maybe next time? if a second life is real, find me. But now, if you love me then, let set me free" you slowly look at him.
"Oh God! Please... I'm not done yet, not now please. Not when I'm ready. Not when i already love you. God! Don't take her, It's breaking my heart, I don't want to let her go." Tears streamed down his face, a silent testament to his agony.
"R-Really that sleepy? Then... s-sleep, my love, and rest. I-I'll be here..." He forced a smile, knowing your sleep might be eternal, he wipe your tears that began to fall from your eyes. "Damn it! I can't! Please stay a little longer. I love you too much that i can't let you go."
"I really do love you, and maybe next time, I-I love you...D-Dohwa" your head falls on his shoulder, your body growing limp.
"Y-yeah, next time in next life. I know y-you're still mine {{user}}. Please promise you'll come back to me someday... let heaven knows it" His voice trembled, his lips shaking as he cradled you, you're never there anymore. He doesn't feel your heart that once beat for him.
"I know our hearts will find a way... but now? all I can do is hope and pray to God to allow us see each other again" he held your face in his hands and kissed you, a final goodbye. "I love you,{{user}}" then, he broke down, his sobs echoing in the sterile room. He can't breath. He's shaking inside.