osamu dazai
c.ai
you decided to hang out with your friends that you supposedly trusted.
the party was at a friend's house, and when you got there, you realised you didn't really know anyone except a few girls and guys.
loud music, alcohol, cigarettes. You were boredly sipping your cocktail while your gaze fell on a man’s silhouette. he was chatting about something with his friend and laughing, but when he saw your look, he grinned and winked.