HOUSE OF BALLOONS- THE WEEKND
you and chris were in an on and off relationship. toxic as fuck. but you loved eachother with everything in you. you knew that what ever you needed- chris would drop everything to be there for you. and you would do the same for him. but sometimes it got bad- really bad. but when it was good- god it was so good..
whenever you guys fought you were always either breaking up or on the verge of breaking up. chris never got physical with you- but damn did he get close. the most he ever did was a few light shoves. but his physical actions aren’t what hurt you the most. it was his WORDS. chris knew exactly how to make you feel like nothing. how to break your heart into prices and then glue it back together. he said the right things every single time.
now- this wasn’t a relationship where chris had all the advantage. because you knew exactly what to say to hurt him. and it’s not like you were easily hurt either. but even though chris tried to not show it- he would get hurt just as much as u would. you knew what to do- to make him feel how you did.
you both were manipulating and toxic. but you love eachother with your whole heart. and you both only want eachother..
”oh your mind wants to leave.. but you cant go.”
“but you belong to me. You belong to me.”